After this several years I couldn't live my life with free, everything's easier now.
Maybe it started when i was at college. I got a boyfriend. Then the relationship become deeper and deeper. It's like you can't let him go or he can't let you go.
Do you ever love someone, loving him/her so badly, you want him dead or alive. well, love is so blind. So did I. Maybe that's why I can't live my life happily.
I always scared whether he really love me or not, what did he do, where was he going, with whom, etc, etc.
I've broken up with him, a year ago. It's not the reason I can feel release or free. It's the time that teach me, learn that actually, he (my ex-boyfriend) taught me so many things in this world. He taught me to be strong, to be tough, to be more logic, to be mature, and so many other things (by this, I don't mean all the things i've learned come from him).
Nowadays, there are many people, my friends especially, they said i've changed. Lot of changes. Be better, and be more patient. Even sometimes, I can't hold my emotion when someone cheated me.
Anyway, I believe I'm a better person now than yesterday. I believe I can be better than now. I believe I can be stronger, wiser, beautiful inside and outside. And most, I believe I can love someone, and loved by someone, no need to be scared of anything.
Thanks God.. Thanks for my family who always encourage me, my friends, my best friends... I still believe that there are good friends out there, even hard to find.. All the people I love, I ever loved, I always love you... thanks to you all..
May you live your life happily...
Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Tears in China
the night was cold, freezed to the bone
the baby was crying, nobody, everyone's gone
the night was dark, darker than before
everybody's hard to sleep coz there were no shelter
no home, no place to go
oh dear God, what sins did they do?
hundreds, thousands of people has died
can you imagine what still they have in life?
mother, father loose their child
and so an orphan the child become
everyone out there
give your hand and raise help
All the things you do
Just a little help or a big one
they don't measure it
As long as you do it with your heart
Believe me, they knew it from the very start
the baby was crying, nobody, everyone's gone
the night was dark, darker than before
everybody's hard to sleep coz there were no shelter
no home, no place to go
oh dear God, what sins did they do?
hundreds, thousands of people has died
can you imagine what still they have in life?
mother, father loose their child
and so an orphan the child become
everyone out there
give your hand and raise help
All the things you do
Just a little help or a big one
they don't measure it
As long as you do it with your heart
Believe me, they knew it from the very start
Continue My Journey of Life
Hey guys....
Thanks for paint some colours in my life
And left footprints many places in my heart
You guys....
Sometimes make me happy,
sometimes angry
But every time we shared is crazy
Oh guys....
How beautiful this few months or years
How peace and joy to have you here
But guys....
Life goes on and now
I shall continue my journey of life
Note : Wrote this when I left Bandung (Last February'08)
Thanks for paint some colours in my life
And left footprints many places in my heart
You guys....
Sometimes make me happy,
sometimes angry
But every time we shared is crazy
Oh guys....
How beautiful this few months or years
How peace and joy to have you here
But guys....
Life goes on and now
I shall continue my journey of life
Note : Wrote this when I left Bandung (Last February'08)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
"B, Honey"
B, honey...
What spell have you put on me?
This feeling won't go away
And it's going deeper each day
B, honey...
If you were the bee & I were the rose
Will I bloom after you take the honey?
Or am I going confuse & feel loose?
B, honey...
Your love give me courage to fight
Fight all the fears I have inside
Oh B, my baby...
Your voice just like a thunder
Lifted my spirit to be stronger
B, honey...
If only you have no queen
Am I gonna be the first one
Take the place in your heart?
Oh, I think love's blind
I love you, B...
What spell have you put on me?
This feeling won't go away
And it's going deeper each day
B, honey...
If you were the bee & I were the rose
Will I bloom after you take the honey?
Or am I going confuse & feel loose?
B, honey...
Your love give me courage to fight
Fight all the fears I have inside
Oh B, my baby...
Your voice just like a thunder
Lifted my spirit to be stronger
B, honey...
If only you have no queen
Am I gonna be the first one
Take the place in your heart?
Oh, I think love's blind
I love you, B...
What Are You Gonna Do?
People keep saying to me
"Please, open your eyes
He has belonged to other, honey
Loving him will bring you sadness"
Guys, I know this may wrong
But why God put feeling between us
You said everyone has their own soulmate
Who's and which one is mine?
How if his real soulmate is me?
Oh my God...
How selfish I am
I know if I were his wife
I might hurt like wanna suicide
But I still love this guy
Should I go away?
Should I stop this feeling?
But how?
If you're in love,
Can you stop your love?
What are you gonna do?
"Please, open your eyes
He has belonged to other, honey
Loving him will bring you sadness"
Guys, I know this may wrong
But why God put feeling between us
You said everyone has their own soulmate
Who's and which one is mine?
How if his real soulmate is me?
Oh my God...
How selfish I am
I know if I were his wife
I might hurt like wanna suicide
But I still love this guy
Should I go away?
Should I stop this feeling?
But how?
If you're in love,
Can you stop your love?
What are you gonna do?
IF LOVE YOU IS A SIN
First time we met
I had no feeling at all
But you often near my wall
And after some times
I knew that you always try
Walking through my floor
Each time you passed me by
You winked your eyes & smiled
You stared at me for some moments
I don't know when it began
It's like I missed you
Whenever you ain't around
But somehow...
I then know that you've belonged
The ring at your finger showed
I keep on trying, saying to my heart
"If loving you is a sin,
I'm sorry God, I don't wanna stop
Loving this man
Loving you doesn't mean must belonging you"
I had no feeling at all
But you often near my wall
And after some times
I knew that you always try
Walking through my floor
Each time you passed me by
You winked your eyes & smiled
You stared at me for some moments
I don't know when it began
It's like I missed you
Whenever you ain't around
But somehow...
I then know that you've belonged
The ring at your finger showed
I keep on trying, saying to my heart
"If loving you is a sin,
I'm sorry God, I don't wanna stop
Loving this man
Loving you doesn't mean must belonging you"
Thursday, May 15, 2008
just for you
hari ini seiring bertambahnya usiamu, seiring dengan berjalannya sang waktu, semoga makin dewasa dan bijaksanalah kamu dalam mengambil setiap keputusan yang mengisi hidupmu dan tau mana yang terbaik untuk dilakukan. Karena kini, jiwamu harus lebih besar dan lapang, bukan lagi hanya ego yang diperhitungkan. Semoga hari ini menjadi hari yang besar bagimu. Suatu titik dimana tujuan hidupmu, kebahagiaanmu benar2 telah kau pikirkan dengan jauh lebih matang. Kini aku tidak seistimewa yang dulu. Tapi jauh lebih istimewa. Karena aku tau, aku telah melepaskan pedihku, membiarkan cintaku yang jauh lebih tulus singgah ke tempatmu.... Membiarkan kau, orang yang paling kucintai, lebih bahagia daripada sebelumnya. Kesuksesan, kekayaan, kapanpun bisa kau raih dan atau terlepas. Tapi mohon jangan pernah kau lepaskan rasa cinta dan bahagia, karena tanpa cinta, terhadap apapun, kondisi apapun, kamu tidak akan bahagia. Cinta terhadap apa adanya. Puas terhadap apa yang sudah kamu miliki. Karena di luar terlalu banyak yang lebih baik, kita takkan pernah bisa mendapatkan itu semua, dan ingat, keserakahan hanyalah awal dari penderitaan yang jauh lebih panjang....
December 12, 2007
December 12, 2007
The Only Thing
The only thing I can say now
is I'm so sorry
The only thing I want to say now
is I love you
The only thing I wanna do now
is to hug you
The only thing I want you to know now
is I always appreciate you
Oh my God,
What have I done?
Did I hurt the one I love again?
Did I make mistake?
Or should I just say
Leave me alone, you'll hurt again
My dear God,
I don't want him to leave me
Yes, maybe I'm selfish
I don't wanna see his pain
coz his pain is my misery
I wanna see him smile
Live his life happily
If I only bring him sadness
So just please let me go
The only thing I wish now
That I can be there for you
Whenever you're down
That I can be there with you
To share all your burden,
your story, your life.
I wanna be your witness, forever...
September 3,2007
is I'm so sorry
The only thing I want to say now
is I love you
The only thing I wanna do now
is to hug you
The only thing I want you to know now
is I always appreciate you
Oh my God,
What have I done?
Did I hurt the one I love again?
Did I make mistake?
Or should I just say
Leave me alone, you'll hurt again
My dear God,
I don't want him to leave me
Yes, maybe I'm selfish
I don't wanna see his pain
coz his pain is my misery
I wanna see him smile
Live his life happily
If I only bring him sadness
So just please let me go
The only thing I wish now
That I can be there for you
Whenever you're down
That I can be there with you
To share all your burden,
your story, your life.
I wanna be your witness, forever...
September 3,2007
B E R S A M A M U
Bersamamu, aku seperti dapat melakukan apa saja
Bersamamu, aku tak pernah takut jatuh
Bersamamu, dunia tetap cerah meski hujan
Bersamamu, aku bahagia
Karenamu aku bisa cemburu
Karenamu aku dapat merasa kehilangan
Karenamu aku bisa tertawa dan menangis
Karenamu aku tumbuh dewasa
Tanpamu aku kesepian
Tanpamu aku merasa ada yang hilang
Tanpamu aku tidak biasa
Kuingin menghabiskan sisa hidup ini berdua denganmu
Kuingin menjadi seperti yang engkau mau
Kuingin kau menginginkanku lebih dari apapun
Kuingin kau memilihku
Namun, di atas segala permohonan dan perasaanku
Ada yang kusebut dinding
Dinding yang begitu tinggi
Berisi segala perbedaan kita
Cara hidup, bergaul, sifat, cara memandang segal sesuatunya
Walau bersamamu hidup menjadi berwarna
Walau bersamamu tantangan terasa mudah
Walau bersamamu aku jadi tak takut derita
Namun egoku hanya ego manusia biasa
Mungkin aku belum cukup dewasa
Mungkin aku belum cukup bijaksana
Aku tidaklah orang lain
Aku hanyalah aku
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku
Aku tak pernah kecewa pernah bersamamu
Aku tak menyesal telah menjalani sebagian hidupku bersamamu
Aku memang pernah marah, benci dan kesal
Tapi itu hanya emosi yang karenamu mereka ada
Aku belum menyerah
Walau kutahu jalan ini tidak akan mudah
Aku tidak akan menyerah
Karena asaku masih ada
Kubiarkan waktu menyembuhkan segala lukaku
Kubiarkan waktu menumbuhkan kepercayaan diriku
Kubiarkan waktu mengajariku apa artinya cinta
Kubiarkan waktu yang akan membuktikan padaku
Adakah kau milikku, adakah kau belahan jiwaku?
Kubiarkan waktu yang menghapus air mataku
Kubiarkan waktu yang menemaniku hingga kutahu
Adakah kau akan bersamaku mengarungi lautan hidup ini?
Perjalanan panjang yang takkan pernah sama bila bersamamu
Januari 23, 2008
Bersamamu, aku tak pernah takut jatuh
Bersamamu, dunia tetap cerah meski hujan
Bersamamu, aku bahagia
Karenamu aku bisa cemburu
Karenamu aku dapat merasa kehilangan
Karenamu aku bisa tertawa dan menangis
Karenamu aku tumbuh dewasa
Tanpamu aku kesepian
Tanpamu aku merasa ada yang hilang
Tanpamu aku tidak biasa
Kuingin menghabiskan sisa hidup ini berdua denganmu
Kuingin menjadi seperti yang engkau mau
Kuingin kau menginginkanku lebih dari apapun
Kuingin kau memilihku
Namun, di atas segala permohonan dan perasaanku
Ada yang kusebut dinding
Dinding yang begitu tinggi
Berisi segala perbedaan kita
Cara hidup, bergaul, sifat, cara memandang segal sesuatunya
Walau bersamamu hidup menjadi berwarna
Walau bersamamu tantangan terasa mudah
Walau bersamamu aku jadi tak takut derita
Namun egoku hanya ego manusia biasa
Mungkin aku belum cukup dewasa
Mungkin aku belum cukup bijaksana
Aku tidaklah orang lain
Aku hanyalah aku
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku
Aku tak pernah kecewa pernah bersamamu
Aku tak menyesal telah menjalani sebagian hidupku bersamamu
Aku memang pernah marah, benci dan kesal
Tapi itu hanya emosi yang karenamu mereka ada
Aku belum menyerah
Walau kutahu jalan ini tidak akan mudah
Aku tidak akan menyerah
Karena asaku masih ada
Kubiarkan waktu menyembuhkan segala lukaku
Kubiarkan waktu menumbuhkan kepercayaan diriku
Kubiarkan waktu mengajariku apa artinya cinta
Kubiarkan waktu yang akan membuktikan padaku
Adakah kau milikku, adakah kau belahan jiwaku?
Kubiarkan waktu yang menghapus air mataku
Kubiarkan waktu yang menemaniku hingga kutahu
Adakah kau akan bersamaku mengarungi lautan hidup ini?
Perjalanan panjang yang takkan pernah sama bila bersamamu
Januari 23, 2008
Kenangan Bersamamu, Takkan Kulupa
Pertama ku bertemu denganmu
Aku hanyalah seorang biasa
Pertama ku mengenalmu
Aku masih tiada beda dengan lainnya
Namun kini…
Lima tahun telah berlalu
Dan waktu yang singkat ini
Telah menggoreskan kenangan tentangmu
Aku yang dulu,
Kini telah beranjak dewasa
Tumbuh menjadi seorang wanita
Saat kutumbuh…
Kau awasi, ajari, bimbingku
Kau selalu disana menemaniku
Dan tanpa sadar
Kau telah mengisi hatiku
Mengganti sosok yang kurindu
Kau guruku, kau panutanku
Kau bantuku berdiri, kau bantuku berlari
Saat hariku mendung kau buat cerah
Saat sedihku kau buat ceria
Kesal lelah dan marah
Kau tampung dengan sukarela
Dan kini telah tiba saatnya
Ku harus berjalan sendiri
Menempuh dan mengarungi hidup ini
Wahai guruku yang kupuja
Selamanya ku takkan pernah lupa
Jasa yang telah kau torehkan
Kan slalu terukir dalam jiwa raga
Rasa syukur dan terima kasih
Hanya itu yang kini kupunya
Tapi percayalah
Ia kata seribu makna
This poem dedicated to my "先生”, at Desember 10th,2005
Aku hanyalah seorang biasa
Pertama ku mengenalmu
Aku masih tiada beda dengan lainnya
Namun kini…
Lima tahun telah berlalu
Dan waktu yang singkat ini
Telah menggoreskan kenangan tentangmu
Aku yang dulu,
Kini telah beranjak dewasa
Tumbuh menjadi seorang wanita
Saat kutumbuh…
Kau awasi, ajari, bimbingku
Kau selalu disana menemaniku
Dan tanpa sadar
Kau telah mengisi hatiku
Mengganti sosok yang kurindu
Kau guruku, kau panutanku
Kau bantuku berdiri, kau bantuku berlari
Saat hariku mendung kau buat cerah
Saat sedihku kau buat ceria
Kesal lelah dan marah
Kau tampung dengan sukarela
Dan kini telah tiba saatnya
Ku harus berjalan sendiri
Menempuh dan mengarungi hidup ini
Wahai guruku yang kupuja
Selamanya ku takkan pernah lupa
Jasa yang telah kau torehkan
Kan slalu terukir dalam jiwa raga
Rasa syukur dan terima kasih
Hanya itu yang kini kupunya
Tapi percayalah
Ia kata seribu makna
This poem dedicated to my "先生”, at Desember 10th,2005
A Note for My Best Friend
Too many memories we've shared together
Too many words have been said since I knew you
But they're never enough, for me and you
They always come around and tie us one another
When the first time you come in to my life
I never knew everything could change with you
You bring the sun light and complete me
In your own way, your own rules
You blow those dark clouds away
And make my sky so bright and blue
Today, after many years
We've known little bout each other
We've done some things together
I wanna say this to you
Maybe this is the time for me
To let you hear this from my heart
"I love you, I always love you
Far deep inside my heart
You're always there, never go
Even sometimes you make me sick
But you must know
No one can replace you
To feel this sweetest part of my life"
Feb 17, 2004
Too many words have been said since I knew you
But they're never enough, for me and you
They always come around and tie us one another
When the first time you come in to my life
I never knew everything could change with you
You bring the sun light and complete me
In your own way, your own rules
You blow those dark clouds away
And make my sky so bright and blue
Today, after many years
We've known little bout each other
We've done some things together
I wanna say this to you
Maybe this is the time for me
To let you hear this from my heart
"I love you, I always love you
Far deep inside my heart
You're always there, never go
Even sometimes you make me sick
But you must know
No one can replace you
To feel this sweetest part of my life"
Feb 17, 2004
A E N O A R U
"Aenoaru" is a club's name
It has its own code
It has its own mode
And still has its own good
If you see them together
You'll see smile and cry
But when they are alone
They've their own style
All of them don't like to fight
They choose to find the right
Honest, simple, crazy, always tight
That's all how they look like
I'll never regret to be one of them
Coz, it carries one memory in my life
A memory that never can return
Or change by anything
A memory that always teach me
Teach me how to survive
Teach me how to trust
Teach me how to love one another
And teach me to be the best of who I am
To be the one of them!
January 23, 2008
It has its own code
It has its own mode
And still has its own good
If you see them together
You'll see smile and cry
But when they are alone
They've their own style
All of them don't like to fight
They choose to find the right
Honest, simple, crazy, always tight
That's all how they look like
I'll never regret to be one of them
Coz, it carries one memory in my life
A memory that never can return
Or change by anything
A memory that always teach me
Teach me how to survive
Teach me how to trust
Teach me how to love one another
And teach me to be the best of who I am
To be the one of them!
January 23, 2008
Dia
Dunia ini penuh suka
Ada canda, juga gelak tawa
Namun, di antara itu semua
Terselubung suatu lara
Segores luka, tetesan air mata
Terbagi, sungguh terasa
Saat luka mengiris hati
Saat jiwa berteriak pedih
Sayap sayap itu kembali
Menyelimuti, mengobati
Hangatkan jiwa nan sedih
Rangkulku mesra sekali
Dia...
pelindung hatiku
Sahabat jiwa sepiku
Lelucon setiap tawa
Air mata kerinduan
Penghibur setiap duka
Dia... pahlawan sejatiku
Saat mata memejam
Terbayang sosok tubuhnya
Wajahnya yang menawan
Senyumnya mendamaikan
Setiap inci dirinya
Ada padamu, cintaku...
January 23, 2008
Ada canda, juga gelak tawa
Namun, di antara itu semua
Terselubung suatu lara
Segores luka, tetesan air mata
Terbagi, sungguh terasa
Saat luka mengiris hati
Saat jiwa berteriak pedih
Sayap sayap itu kembali
Menyelimuti, mengobati
Hangatkan jiwa nan sedih
Rangkulku mesra sekali
Dia...
pelindung hatiku
Sahabat jiwa sepiku
Lelucon setiap tawa
Air mata kerinduan
Penghibur setiap duka
Dia... pahlawan sejatiku
Saat mata memejam
Terbayang sosok tubuhnya
Wajahnya yang menawan
Senyumnya mendamaikan
Setiap inci dirinya
Ada padamu, cintaku...
January 23, 2008
I SHY
There's nothing I can say
After all the things he's done
Only a hope and pray
That he's a life that happy & fun
There, million things I sure
That is sweet and tender
But do you know how pure
I feel your love and desire
Oh my life, my love I surrender
You'll always in my heart
Now & Forever
Oh sea, star and sky
Please tell him tonight
How sorry and I shy
Must leave him in this fight
January 23, 2008
After all the things he's done
Only a hope and pray
That he's a life that happy & fun
There, million things I sure
That is sweet and tender
But do you know how pure
I feel your love and desire
Oh my life, my love I surrender
You'll always in my heart
Now & Forever
Oh sea, star and sky
Please tell him tonight
How sorry and I shy
Must leave him in this fight
January 23, 2008
A Poem For My Best Friend
I never knew someone like you before
You're different, you're unique, you are you
I couldn't imagine if you're not there
That time when we first met
You're care, you're tender, you're kind
We've known only bout several years
But sometimes it feels like forever
I know, there are still many things we can treasure
For our whole lifetime together
Today, I know it's your special day
It's a celebration, it's your birthday
And for our friendship, for our future
I congratulate you, I wish you
A very good, a full of love & joy
A happy life...
Happy Birthday, My Dear Friend
January 23, 2008
You're different, you're unique, you are you
I couldn't imagine if you're not there
That time when we first met
You're care, you're tender, you're kind
We've known only bout several years
But sometimes it feels like forever
I know, there are still many things we can treasure
For our whole lifetime together
Today, I know it's your special day
It's a celebration, it's your birthday
And for our friendship, for our future
I congratulate you, I wish you
A very good, a full of love & joy
A happy life...
Happy Birthday, My Dear Friend
January 23, 2008
You Still Love Me
You came last night
As usual, in a hurry
Smiling at me, light
And then walked in lil slowly
You touched me
You hugged me
And I could sense your smell
All around my body
Honey, honey baby
I know you still love me
Your eyes can tell no lie
Cause I've known you not for a while
Then you walked away
But turning back
You touched my face
You kissed my forehead
Honey, honey baby
I know you still love me
Your eyes can tell no lie
Cause I've known you not for a while
You touched my face once again at the front gate
And I knew you can't loose me now or forever
As usual, in a hurry
Smiling at me, light
And then walked in lil slowly
You touched me
You hugged me
And I could sense your smell
All around my body
Honey, honey baby
I know you still love me
Your eyes can tell no lie
Cause I've known you not for a while
Then you walked away
But turning back
You touched my face
You kissed my forehead
Honey, honey baby
I know you still love me
Your eyes can tell no lie
Cause I've known you not for a while
You touched my face once again at the front gate
And I knew you can't loose me now or forever
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Feeling
Each time, each day
I love you more & more
How can I stop this feeling, oh baby
I want you that's for sure
Baby, I miss you everyday
Every single hour and all day
Even I can see you today
But at night you can't stay
Baby, baby you're so sexy
I wish you're the only one for me
But I know it's kinda crazy
If I think that someday you'll marry me
I love you more & more
How can I stop this feeling, oh baby
I want you that's for sure
Baby, I miss you everyday
Every single hour and all day
Even I can see you today
But at night you can't stay
Baby, baby you're so sexy
I wish you're the only one for me
But I know it's kinda crazy
If I think that someday you'll marry me
22 April 2008
Akhirnya kata itu
keluar dari mulutmu
Dan aku tak punya apa-apa lagi
Apa yang kupunya?
Hati ini seperti remuk sudah
Jeritan sakit teredam
Dalam mulutku diam
Aku pasti mampu melewati ini semua
Karena kutau kau bukan milikku
Cintakulah yang salah
Tak seharusnya kubiarkan
Terima kasih selama ini
Terima kasih cinta, selamanya...
keluar dari mulutmu
Dan aku tak punya apa-apa lagi
Apa yang kupunya?
Hati ini seperti remuk sudah
Jeritan sakit teredam
Dalam mulutku diam
Aku pasti mampu melewati ini semua
Karena kutau kau bukan milikku
Cintakulah yang salah
Tak seharusnya kubiarkan
Terima kasih selama ini
Terima kasih cinta, selamanya...
21 April 2008
Kau hadir kembali
Walau dalam batas ketidaksadaran
Kau katakan inginkan hadirku
Kau ucapkan kata mesra
Kau bilang kau merindukanku
Perasaan ini melayang
Antara percaya ataukah ilusi
Walaupun begitu,
Kunikmati momen setiap detik itu
Karena kutau itu takkan lama
Kini...
Hari telah berganti lagi
Kau masih belum menyadari
Walau sedih dan sesal di hati
Paling tidak, kutahu ku dihatimu itu pasti
Walau dalam batas ketidaksadaran
Kau katakan inginkan hadirku
Kau ucapkan kata mesra
Kau bilang kau merindukanku
Perasaan ini melayang
Antara percaya ataukah ilusi
Walaupun begitu,
Kunikmati momen setiap detik itu
Karena kutau itu takkan lama
Kini...
Hari telah berganti lagi
Kau masih belum menyadari
Walau sedih dan sesal di hati
Paling tidak, kutahu ku dihatimu itu pasti
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
11 April 2008
Sedih dan mengoyak dada
Meratap meraung kuberteriak
Adakah rasa ini akan lebih lega
Tidak...
Perasaan ini tidak menjadi lebih baik
Adakah kau adil padaku
Adakah kau merindukanku
Adakah kau mencintaiku
Tidak...
Tak seharusnya kubiarkan
Perasaan ini mungkin hanyalah dosa
Perasaan yang tak bisa kutahan
Perasaan ini sungguh menyiksa
Mengapa?
Mengapa ini harus terjadi lagi?
Mengapa kau tega lakukan ini?
Aku tidak meminta lebih
Aku tidak memaksa
Yang kubutuhkan hanyalah cinta
Yang kuinginkan hanyalah rasa aman
Kuhanya ingin pelukmu, dekapan hangatmu
Salahkah aku bila mencintaimu?
Meratap meraung kuberteriak
Adakah rasa ini akan lebih lega
Tidak...
Perasaan ini tidak menjadi lebih baik
Adakah kau adil padaku
Adakah kau merindukanku
Adakah kau mencintaiku
Tidak...
Tak seharusnya kubiarkan
Perasaan ini mungkin hanyalah dosa
Perasaan yang tak bisa kutahan
Perasaan ini sungguh menyiksa
Mengapa?
Mengapa ini harus terjadi lagi?
Mengapa kau tega lakukan ini?
Aku tidak meminta lebih
Aku tidak memaksa
Yang kubutuhkan hanyalah cinta
Yang kuinginkan hanyalah rasa aman
Kuhanya ingin pelukmu, dekapan hangatmu
Salahkah aku bila mencintaimu?
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