Thinking

I think he is perfect
But he is not
I think he is great
But he is not
I think what he has done for me is the best
But I've been fooled by him these months

What have I been thinking?
Is this what they say as love is blind?
I thought I've opened my eyes
But, no.. love is stupid

Though you've been cheating on me
This whole month
I won't regret knowing you
I know this is a journey of my life

Now, I'm thinking of stepping a head
Put my feet back on the ground
And learn to walk again
I'm thinking to run faster than before

Cukup Sudah

Cukup sudah perjuangan ini
Cukup sudah kuberusaha menggapai
Bukannya ku menyerah kini
Tapi kutahu ini harus selesai

Jiwamu tak terbaca olehku
Hatimu tak sepenuhnya untukku
Kau bagaikan daun yang melambai
Tak tentu arah, dan kadang terkulai

Kupikir kau tau isi hatiku
dan kuyakini itu
Namun kau permainkan jiwaku
Seakan takkan lara diriku

Cukup sudah penantian ini
Cukup sudah waktu yang kuberi
Aku tak ingin disakiti lebih dalam lagi
Kali ini, cukup sampai disini

Story of D3w
Written on May 2nd, 2010