afraid or happy?

yesterday, before he left, he came to my room. and he said, "I'm going out. Has anyone told you," I think that's end of the sentence, so I said "no,", but he ain't listened. He continue, "you look prettier everyday". I smiled and said "Thank you".

Today, before he left, he came again to my room and said "I'm in hurry, I'm going to out to Singapore", then I surprised cause this morning I've asked if he want me to buy his lunch. So, I've ordered. Then I asked "so, how about your lunch?" He came forward and strangled my neck, well, of course he just do it pretending, "Of course you are the one who help me to eat that," then he walked away still laughing.

Hahaha... it's really strange. I'm afraid, but I'm happy.

SAHABAT

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Untuk mengakui segala kekuranganmu

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Watak, sifat, bahkan tutur bahasa

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Maafkan semua sikap burukku

Dan semua yang pernah terjadi di masa lalu

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Seperti pelukan terhangat yang kudekap

Dan kini kutau...

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23 Desember 2008

Do You Know

Do you know how much I dream a guy
That can always give me surprise
So he can lighten up my day?
Do you know how much I want a guy
That can make a joke with me
So I can smile everyday?
Do you know how much I need a guy?
Who will dare to fight everything
So he can live with me his whole life?
And do you know how much I can trust a guy?
Yes, he who tell me all his secret and being honest
So I can trust my life and put it in his hand

But...
Above of all those thing
All I want is his love
So he can accept me the way I am
Know what I want to say
In my silence, on my movement
Know what it is on my mind
In my heart, in my soul

And...
I want him to know
Whenever I love someone
I never wanna hurt him
I don't wanna make him sad
Coz his sadness is my sadness
I hope I can make him happy
Coz his happiness is my happiness

Do you know...
How much I wanna love someone again
Without fear, without doubt
Just like I used to feel
With trust, with all my hope and dream
Loving him
Forever...

I Love You

I love you
I can't stop loving you
Even you hurted me
Or you left me behind

God, what spell that he has put on me?
How can I love him so much?
Is this what they call true love?
Or am I just the stupid one?

Oh well...
I love you
I don't care what people say
The only thing I know is I love you

Sometimes

Sometimes I forget that you have gone

Sometimes I think you're not only bone

Sometimes like heard your voice singing in tone

Sometimes remember you when I'm alone

Dear God, where is he now?

Is he happy, why I can't see, how?

He's so handsome but mom says hot

He's my daddy the best that I got

But time run so fast till you don't remind

The age and getting older make you left behind

Dear father you are more than a star

You are near and still you are far

Today is your 70th birthday

And so today is you 100 days

Nothing I could give you and so to say

But I promise I'll remember you in one or other ways