Determined

This is a beginning
Of a new chapter of ups and downs
A different challenge
To step out of my bleeding zone

I'll never give up
chasing my dreams
I'll keep trying
to reach the goal I had set
to serve my purpose

You may know my name
Or even my story
But you'll never know
The beliefs I made of

This is my self-reminder
Believe in yourself
Never belittle your capability
As long as you breath
Even the sky is not your limit

Toya Chen, 02.13.2018

God Be With Me

Life's never been better
It paints all the colors in you
Red, yellow, green and blue
Only makes you prettier than ever

Life, like a rolling wheel
Won't be on top forever
Every thing changes for real
Stay the same, you will never

You may laugh, you may cry
Life's not only about day and night
As the sun rises and emits light
You should be happy and fly high

Then life starts to fade away
Death come nearer each and e'ry day
Can you hold it a sec, I feel a lil numb
This heart is beating like a drum

I'm a bit scared for I'm alone
Life exist and now it's gonna be gone
No regret for whatever is done
God be with me when I'm none..

Story by RnY
Written on 21 Nov 2016

Die Young

Life is a mystery
You'll never know what might happen tomorrow
So never feel lonely
For you'll regret to live in sorrow

Life gives you memories
Don't paint it with only browns
Life is like melodies
You go through ups and downs

Love is tender, love is pure
Love no matter how you feel insecure
Don't regret, don't be sad
Don't do anything that makes you feel bad

We live, we die
We fight until we can fly
Have hope, cherish life
A better future for we still alive

Stay cool, stay real
Every wound will heal
We were born, we grew, we are getting old
But hey folks, live fast and die young

Story by Toya
Written on August 12th, 2015

HONEY

How can I fall for you
What do I like from you
Why do you always come into my mind
Who are you, sunshine?

I never thought you'll be special to me
You are so different, so freaky
Sometimes you can sting like a bee
But yes, sometimes you are sweet like honey

Honestly, at first I think I'm ready
But that Thursday night you suprised me
Damn, I was speechless, really
Don't know what to say, yet feel so happy

"I'm not a knight in a shining armour
I'm not rich nor handsome
I'm not a romantic person
I'm no superman
But I do love you
You are always in my thought
I'm just me
But can I be yours?"

Story by R&Y
Written on December 11, 2013

Peace, Joy, and Free

It's been months away
And amazingly I'm already fine
Maybe that's how it play
Keep the faith, a better one you'll find

I can't hate and don't wanna blame
For loving someone is something that I won't regret
I won't give up and will keep the flame
Coz finding true love is great

I love you and will always be
For the days you've painted with me
Be happy with whoever you'll be
Coz I'm at peace, joy and free


Story by DR
Written on August 10, 2013

Too Sweet

What should we do?
What have you done?
These questions are mine too
And I like to hear it coz it's fun

I never know how or what
This feeling just come into my heart
I don't know when or why
But the desire I have is not a lie

I think it started with a lunch
From uncle Lee till drink at bar
It started with a smile and fruit punch
Become to a love and kiss in the car

Do you know how much I miss you?
It's going deeper and deeper each and every day
Now I need you, want you, love you
I can't hold it no more, baby please stay

Everytime you hold me, my heart skips a beat
You took my breath away and make me weak
If love you is a dream that too sweet
Then let it be as my passion speak

Story by PD
Written on March 28, 2013

ROSIE

I see you standing out there
Wet.. because of rain
Waving your hands and calling out my name

I see you walking come near to me
Throwing a smile and open your arms
And I just can't wait you to hold me tight

I knew it's been so long you waiting out for me
Encouraging me to believe that there still true love

I see you laughing and wiping your eyes
You just can't hold your tears of happiness
And I knew that you've found what you looking for this long
And your happy ending comes with a ring

I see you kneel down on your knee
Still under the rain and the wet blouse
I can clearly hear you say
"Will you marry me?"


Written by DK
Story inspired by Arthipesa

I Think Can Stop

It's been an amazing rainbow
It's been a great thunder
It's been a lovely rain
It's been a breezing wind

To the sea and to the hill
Through so many cross road
For those mountain would climb
But this one don't let me down

Now the sky we look still the same one
But the place we stand are different one
How many miles this distance tear us apart
But this feeling still in my heart

No signal, no letter
No talk and no walk
I think I can stop it now
For the truth I may fall

The smile rise again now
A beautiful heart always follow
Hand in hand we've through okay
To the rest of my life every prints will stay

Story by KR
Written 25 Nov 2011

I NEVER WANT THIS

This world has turn upside down, inside out
And I don't know how to make it up
I learn to stand up, eager to run
But you just push it and I'm done

I have a dream of peace
where my world have no war
For the only left is a smile and kiss
and every soul shine like a star

But since you judge me by my skin
I couldn't resist to leave you as wind
For I try to stay much longer now
But this heart break anyhow

I care and will always care
It just our different way we don't prepare
For arguing just can't repair
So, I think goodbye and take care

Hoping one day people can see
I never want this distance hang between you and me
For I have to choose and I'm very sorry
I love you and that's how will always be

Story by KR
Written Oct 27, 2011

Di Ujung Jalan

Ketika peluh tak berhenti menetes
Ketika derai air mata tak terbendung lagi
Ketika kepala tertunduk lemah
Engkau telah berada di ujung jalan

Ketika cahaya matamu mulai redup
Ketika aura tubuhmu kian menghilang
Ketika jiwa serasa dalam gelap
Engkau telah tiba di ujung jalan

Ketika asa perlahan menjauh
Ketika raga tak lagi bersatu
Ketika semangat tertelan dan runtuh
Engkau telah sampai di ujung jalan

Wahai Kawan..
Jalan ini penuh liku dan tanjakan
Segala daya telah kau curahkan
dan kini kau di ujung jalan

Wahai Kawan..
Tegakkanlah badanmu, angkatlah kepalamu
Dunia tak berhenti berputar hanya karenamu
Maka beranjaklah dari ujung jalan

Wahai Kawan,
Jangan takut dan tak perlu kau meragu
Tuhan tak menutup mata padamu
Sampai sini ku mengantar kepergianmu..


Written by DR, Oct 27, 2011

When Love is Not Enough

My world turn upside down
The day you left me said we're done
My heart broken, sank and drowned
But I'm still waiting, I aint' run

Baby, I try so hard to fix this ship
And I already did every tricks, but still couldn't flip
Nothing more left for you so I can give
Coz my every future with you now I live

Oh baby you don't know this pain
Bloody heart it coming trough my vein
But I'll fight, I'll let you free
Coz my love for you as wide as sea

Story by Arthipesa
Written April 27th, 2011

Push Too Hard

You pushing me too hard
You pushing me to the limit I can't hold
I let myself down and feel angry
I blown up..

If only I push my courage
If only I ain't think twice
Your body not gonna stay here longer
You gonna regret what you've done

I pity on you coz you think you are great
I pity on you coz you don't know how much people care
When you realize it, everything's too late
When you regret it, nothing will come back

I give you another chance
Coz I still have a heart
Coz I don't wanna make you feel empty one day
But just don't push me too hard once again

Story by DR
Written 27 Apr 2011

I WON'T WAIT

I love you
I always love you
I even don't know how to stop it
Even you far away from me
Even you don't reply my messages
Even if you don't care bout me anymore

I love you
I always love you
You always in my heart
I've ever tried to throw you away from my heart
But Oh Dear God
I can't, I can not
I can't loose you, I can't erase you

Baby, I love you
You're the beat of my heart
You're the sun of my life
No one can ever replace you
No one..
Baby, I won't wait
I'll keep walking, doing my things
Coz there's only one reason
And that is I love you

YOU ARE

You are the sun, that shines everytime & everyday..
You are the moon, that glowing in the night..
You are the stars, that I'd love to see each time I cry
You are the sky, that is so wide like your arms holding me tight

You are my fire, burn the deepest desire
You are my dessert, feed me everytime hunger
You keep pushing, never give up, I'm your secret admire
You make me feel stronger, stronger than ever

You, are always in my heart
You simple, kind, yet you are very smart
I might be can't be compared to you
But I'll say "yes, I do" if you allow me to..

Written : 6 August'10
Story Inspired : DK and KR
This is one of my fav.

Lelah

Lelah hati ini hanya menanti
Tak berani bergerak, tak berani memutuskan
Lelah jiwa ini bila terus begini
Hanya bisa berencana, tapi tak mampu realisasikan

Aku tak mau seperti ini
Hidup seakan penuh derita dan penyesalan
Aku tau aku bisa menggapai yg lebih baik lagi
Aku tak kan menyerah, hari ini, esok ataupun kapan

Kelelahan, kegelisahan, kebimbangan dan keraguan
Aku tak mau kalian di sisiku, mengelilingiku
Pergilah, kau tak kan menang melawan
Karena kau tak tau bahwa aku lebih kuat dari perkiraanmu

Lelah, tiada lagi akan ada lelah, kawan..
Berjuang, itulah yang bisa kita lakukan
Bertahan, dalam setiap peperangan
Menang, itulah yang akan kita raih, teman..

Berakhirlah

berakhirlah sudah, berakhirlah kini
jerit perih, luka mengoyak hati
tak mampu berkata dan hanya membisu
kemudian derai itu menusuk kalbuku

berakhirlah sudah, berakhirlah kini
ketika tak mampu berbalik arah, namun juga terhenti
ku harus melangkah, ku harus berlari
biarlah waktu yang siap mengobati

ku rengkuh, namun tak teraih
ingin kulepas, tapi itu bukan mimpi
pergilah jauh, pergilah kasih
jemput masa depanmu yang telah menanti

Story by Lulu
Written 29 June 2010

Thinking

I think he is perfect
But he is not
I think he is great
But he is not
I think what he has done for me is the best
But I've been fooled by him these months

What have I been thinking?
Is this what they say as love is blind?
I thought I've opened my eyes
But, no.. love is stupid

Though you've been cheating on me
This whole month
I won't regret knowing you
I know this is a journey of my life

Now, I'm thinking of stepping a head
Put my feet back on the ground
And learn to walk again
I'm thinking to run faster than before

Cukup Sudah

Cukup sudah perjuangan ini
Cukup sudah kuberusaha menggapai
Bukannya ku menyerah kini
Tapi kutahu ini harus selesai

Jiwamu tak terbaca olehku
Hatimu tak sepenuhnya untukku
Kau bagaikan daun yang melambai
Tak tentu arah, dan kadang terkulai

Kupikir kau tau isi hatiku
dan kuyakini itu
Namun kau permainkan jiwaku
Seakan takkan lara diriku

Cukup sudah penantian ini
Cukup sudah waktu yang kuberi
Aku tak ingin disakiti lebih dalam lagi
Kali ini, cukup sampai disini

Story of D3w
Written on May 2nd, 2010

Jiwa Merintih

Jiwa ini menangis, jiwa ini merintih..
Gundah di hati seakan tiada pernah berhenti
Hati tiada lagi menari, ia bersedih
Tetesan itu berderai dalam nadi..

Dimanakah sahabat ku kini?
Kemanakah kaki ku harus melangkah pergi?
Jalan-jalan sungguh bercabang
Bahkan pohon yang kukenal pun buatku bimbang

Kemarilah, peluklah ranting ini..
Walau tidak besar, ataupun benar2 kuat
Tapi ia bisa bara di api..
Temanimu hingga siap kepakkan sayap ke langit

Seberapa dalam ku sanggup letakkan
Kepercayaan, kesetiaan, keyakinan
Untuk memilih ranting yang ini?
Untuk bara di api hidup yg kulalui?

IJINKANKU

Akhirnya ku bertemu dengannya
Akhirnya ku dapat memeluknya
Kerinduan ini terlepas sudah
Kini bunga pun berganti buah

Sentuhannya hangatkan jiwa
Kecupannya pun semakin mesra
Dekapannya membuai hasrat
Membuat jantung dan nafas jadi cepat

Wahai kasihku, pujaan hatiku
Adakah kau dengar dadaku memalu?
Saat kau berada bersamaku, di sisiku
Adakah sesuatu di dalammu pun memacu?

Akhirnya dia melihatku tidur
Akhirnya dia jatuh & tal lagi bisa mundur
Kapalnya telah tertambat di dermagaku
Hanya ingin berlabuh bila bersamaku

Oh Tuhan ijinkan dia
Buktikan setia, tulus, dan kesungguhannya
Oh Tuhan ijinkan aku
Memberi waktu & keberanian untuk bersamanya

Story by : KR
Written : 12 April 2010